Tag: postaday

  • Tango

    Tango

    The music plays on in the background
    So gentle and serene, yet captivating
    Both feet already catching the bug
    Sway to the tune
    Like a snake charmed by a haunting cadence.

    Playful eyes tiptoe into the moonlight
    Trying to catch another set
    And arrest their attention.
    The gaze wanders across the room
    And rests until it finds
    Another set of feet moving,
    Dilly dallying alongside the beat.

    The eyes like what they see,
    Inspecting their owner.

    Our gazes collide, delicately
    As you shy away, but there’s no going back
    For us both feel the connection
    That the rhythm imposes on us

    We try to pull out all the stops
    And give in to this urge,
    As we hold each others hand
    A sea of humanity watches in delight
    While our bodies sway to musical finality.

    After all,
    It takes two to tango.

    © 2013 Mihir Kamat

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  • Dreaming

    Dreaming

    The eyes keep on getting smaller
    Going down without a fight
    The body lies in wakeless slumber
    Deeply in the dwindling light

    Forces unknown drive me yonder
    Knowing not where I’d arrive
    A moment’s notice left to ponder
    Bits of magic come alive

    Taken to lands far and distant
    Time is lost with every stride
    Armed with the care of a new-born infant
    Filled with happiness inside

    I walk on; pillowy clouds they show
    A splendid sun, it gleams of gold
    So gently iced with wintry snow
    Mountains stand, their wisdom old

    And hark, I hear her call to me!
    That wily temptress; Goddess of sin
    My eyes take in her sparkling radiance
    Emanating from within

    She beckons me with all her might
    I give in to this sweet surrender
    Mesmerizing, lovely, bright
    A flying kiss she blows so tender

    Alas! Her spell is broken; I’m free
    As my eye meets the first sunlight
    The heart still wanting, thirsty, needy
    Trying hard to put up a fight

    But it’s time to go; time to wake up
    Time to start a brand new day
    Time to run, to hurry up
    Time to walk the weary way

    I know I won’t have to wait so much
    For soon it will be that time again
    To embark on a journey with a magic touch
    A voyage, maybe, in the rain?

    Dreams are an avenue to fulfill the life
    We try to live, but aren’t living
    Why worry when you could spend the night
    So peaceful; blissfully dreaming?

    © 2013 Mihir Kamat

    Image courtesy desktopnexus.com.

  • Perfect place

    Perfect place

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    I think I know what it means
    To lose my world within your eyes
    No place to go and tuck away
    A deep blue like the velvet skies

    A moment ago; they were closed shut
    Dreaming away in peaceful bliss
    And playfully pouting your silken lips
    Blowing forth an invisible kiss

    You gently roll into my arms
    A childish cuddle is exposed
    I smell your lovely, fragrant skin
    The scent playing with my humble nose

    I watched you sleep; now I watch you wake
    It’s the best part of my day
    Your tender love; your gentle touch
    Mean more to me than those three words can say

    You hold my hand, and pat my face
    Lay a soft kiss upon my cheek
    So much is said without a word
    No need for either one to speak

    And as we lay here in each others arms
    In a gentle, sweet and close embrace
    I know for certain that we are in
    This perfect world; my perfect place.

    © 2013 Mihir Kamat

    Image courtesy Google.

  • Checkmate

    Checkmate

    Last dark day in the sunset
    Living under the shadow of death
    Knives and daggers drawn, at the ready
    A moment’s notice to exhale

    His troops lined up; the general in position
    For one last brave attempt
    He silently hopes; nay prays
    For a miracle
    But he knows the end is near.

    No sight of food or water for days
    And memories of loved ones
    Slowly fading away
    Like that ounce of strength
    That was here just a minute ago.

    You could hear a pin drop
    As not a soul breathes…
    The warriors wait with bated breath
    Await their turn to make a tryst with destiny
    Or simply bite the dust.

    Alas! The light changes; cornered!
    Trapped like vermin in a carefully placed net
    Outwitted by the crafty foe

    Shoulders drop
    Helmets feel heavy
    Shields unnecessary for what’s in store
    Their fate known in advance.

    No place to run or hide; just die
    Pierced like an ugly pin cushion.

    Checkmate.

    © 2013 Mihir Kamat
  • Me

    Me

    I have many names, faces, personalities
    A mother, a sister, a wife, a daughter
    I’m a lawyer, a teacher, a philosopher, a friend
    A human being.

    Yes, I am a human being
    Just like anyone else
    And I refuse to be treated
    Like trash thrown on the street

    Enough of lies
    The truth needs to be heard
    And it’s better out in the open
    Than after when it’s too late.

    Why should I cover up
    What you think you don’t like
    Or perceive as negative
    Just because someone else thinks so?

    Sure, it won’t go down well
    I will turn a few heads
    And make a few enemies
    But I will be right.

    I’m not going to change
    My ways because
    They make me unpopular
    Or they are unpleasant
    To the blinded eyes
    Of centuries of tradition
    Or boundaries of faith
    that border on fear
    I’m not going to act
    In a certain way
    Because society “frowns” upon it

    Why are you so afraid
    To wake up and smell the coffee?
    Why should I change?
    Why should I
    Let go of what makes me happy,
    Or gives me a sense of contentment?
    Just because it doesn’t fit in
    Your narrow frame of mind?

    I cannot, will not
    Change what I am
    For this is what makes me

    Me.

    © 2013 Mihir Kamat

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  • Growing up

    Growing up

    Growing up is such a shame
    Life feels like a cruel game
    If it were up to me I’d make it stop

    Each passing day just make me older
    A little bitter and a little colder
    And some days simply fly over the top!

    So many meetings, calls and faxes
    With paying bills and doing taxes
    Oh how I wish I could take it slow

    The fast life continues to grill me
    It seems one day it might just kill me,
    how and when, there is no way to know.

    I wish that I was still a child
    A little naughty, a little wild
    Must be such a great feeling, I wonder,

    Free to do and think, as I choose
    With nothing to win and nothing to lose,
    I could run and run and run some more like thunder!

    Chocolate cake and sweet gum drops
    Or gummy bears and lollipops
    There’s nothing more that I’d like to feast on

    Seems just like a distant dream
    To start my day with ice cream
    I’d stuff myself until everything is gone!

    Spinning tops and racing cars
    And Flying kites and counting stars
    I’d ride my bike carefree along the street

    I’d be making friends all day long
    Or taking naps whenever I want
    Now really, wouldn’t that be neat!

    It’s time to stop my stupid story
    I’m going crazy, I know, I’m sorry,
    My ramblings must not have made much sense

    I’m just a simple guy you know
    Who lost something a while ago
    And is looking to win back his innocence.

    © 2013 Mihir Kamat
  • What do you do?

    What do you do?

    What do you do
    once you’ve done everything
    to apologize?

    Where do you go
    when the last place you feel safe
    is compromised?

    How do you escape
    a closed, dark room
    with no hint of a door?

    Whom do you trust
    when the one you depended on
    is no more?

    How do you feel
    when the reality you live in,
    isn’t real?

    What remains
    when the knife that cuts you
    is made of cold and cruel steel?

    What do you have
    when all that’s left are
    blood, sweat and tears?

    How do you face
    that fear you’ve been running from
    all these years?

    How do you speak
    when the words are gone
    and you have nothing to say?

    What do you do,
    when the light at the end of the tunnel
    seems to be fading away?

    How do you answer
    so many questions
    when you don’t have a clue?

    When you’re helpless,
    beyond a smidgen of hope,

    what do you do?

    © 2013 Mihir Kamat
  • Wish you were here

    Wish you were here

    (verse one)

    Sitting alone here in my chair tonight
    With a packet of pictures and some postcards left behind
    The radio’s playing a sad song helps with the pain
    These tears they fall like the pouring rain
    What do I do to make all this hurt go away?

    I’ve been a fool to ever let someone like you go
    I now know what I’ve been missing, now that we are through
    This packet of postcards reminds me just like it was yesterday
    Every moment I spend without you seems to take my life away

    I wish that you were here tonight
    Much more than life itself,
    I wish you were here.

    (verse two)

    Need all the help I’d get to make the most this time
    I pull up a glass and pick up a bottle of cheap wine
    These pictures of you remind me of times we had
    Of everything that I now need so bad
    Oh what I could give up to have you stay…

    I’ve been a fool to ever let someone like you go
    I know what I’ve been missing, now that we are through
    This packet of postcards reminds me just like it was yesterday
    Every moment I spend without you completely takes my life away

    I wish that you were here tonight
    Much more than life itself,
    I wish you were here

    I wish that you were here tonight…
    Much more than life itself,
    I wish you were here.

    © 2013 Mihir Kamat

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  • Story for a rainy day

    Story for a rainy day

    The rain lashed on for hours; the constant patter on the glass sounding like guns blazing in the distance. Steve Dreyfus had always been a reserved man; he never did like company. Though he felt like he could use some today.

    He’d made a quiet home for himself just outside the city, off the interstate. He preferred living alone now; he’d given up life in the big city, with all that traffic, crazy routines, and nosy neighbors. He was now retired and loving every moment of it.

    Right until now. He felt like a prisoner trapped inside a well furnished prison cell. He tried to take a nap, but the thunder booming outside wouldn’t let him nod off. He’d try to catch a few winks, and then wake up in a flash as soon as the clouds roared.

    “Thank God I’m indoors”, Steve thought to himself, as he got up to make himself a cup of hot chocolate. He hated getting wet, and he didn’t like the wheezing and a runny nose that usually followed. He was bored out of his wits; there was nothing to do at home since he was holed in and the power was out since afternoon. The old rustic clock on the far wall showed six, but it didn’t make any difference to him. Time had come to a standstill for all he knew. It was dark out throughout the day, and now it began to get even darker.

    Steve was about to take a sip of his chocolate when the doorbell rang.

    “Who the heck is crazy enough to be outside in such horrible weather?” Steve cursed, curious to know who could be bothering him when he knew there was no one who lived close by. He shouted lazily, “coming”, and hobbled to answer the door.

    Hands trembling, partly with age and partly because he didn’t know whom to expect, he turned the knob on the latch that fastened the door. Slowly, he pulled the door towards himself to look at whoever was calling on him at this late hour.

    To his surprise, a beautiful young woman was standing at his door. He wouldn’t have guessed who it was in a million years. He placed her to be in her late twenties, with short brown hair and a fair complexion. Her eyes were blue, heavily accented with eye liner; which now created a black mess as the droplets of precipitation trickled down her face. She had full lips like the ones you’d find on a sultry actress. Her ears were small but clearly jutting out, and she had a long neck, making her look taller than she actually was. She wasn’t wearing any jewellery. As expected, she was soaking wet. He surveyed her for a moment, hoping that she would explain herself without him needing to ask.

    “May I come in?” the woman asked politely, “my car broke down on the interstate and it would be great if you’d let me stay indoors while the rain subsides.” Steve mulled over the request for a second, and relented. He opened the door to let the woman in. As she walked in, he studied the tattoo on her neck. It looked like some sort of weird bar code, something you’d find on a grocery item bought at the supermarket. Kids these days, they’d go to any lengths to look “cool”. She wore a beige trench coat that covered her up fully, except for her neck and head. The coat was tattered and torn in places, as if it had ripped on some sort of barbed fencing. He couldn’t make out her build from under the coat, but judged that she was taller than him. She wore ragged black army boots that added to her height; very much out-of-place for someone with such a pretty face. He figured he’d let her get cleaned up, wait for the rain to subside, and then send her away. And then maybe he’d catch some sleep.

    Steve never liked visitors. He couldn’t manage conversation, especially with women, that’s why he never married. He was sharp though; always paying attention to the little details. With age his eyesight grew weaker, but his senses were still good. This woman gave him a bad feeling he just couldn’t shake off.

    “The bathroom’s this way”, Steve pointed to a door, “if you’d like to freshen up”. She looked at him, her eyes trying to convey her gratitude; her lips curled up in an awkward smile. Apparently she wasn’t good at conversation either. The woman walked through the door and locked it behind her. Steve took in a deep breath.

    He looked out the window; the rain still lashing on the sill, trying to enter through the small opening between the hinges. He took his place on the couch, picking up a magazine he’d read before. It was something that he could pretend to read if the woman came back after doing her business; anything was better than making conversation with a strange woman.

    It felt like five minutes when the power came back on. What a relief! He fished for the remote and turned on the TV. He pressed a few buttons to tune into the news; he was curious to know what was going on outside. He flipped on a few channels, trying to browse around but found nothing that would catch his eye. That was until he flipped to channel 7.

    Steve froze. He saw a face, a face he’d seen mere five minutes ago. The black lining on her eyes intact; deep blue eyes on a clear face. The headline read, “Escaped from the state penitentiary, wanted for 3 murders”. He stared into those menacing eyes, and turned ever so slightly as he heard a door click, only to find the same look staring back at him from across the room. He now found certain madness in her eyes, and she found raw terror in his. His jaw dropped; he couldn’t speak a word. He only conveyed how he felt by wetting his pants. She opened her now untied trench coat to pull out a compact hand gun. Silent but deadly. He knew what was going to happen, but felt his body slump in bitter surrender. She aimed the gun directly at his forehead and pulled the trigger. The last thing he remembered was a loud click followed by flash of light. Then darkness.

    The jolt pulled Steve out of his drowsy stupor. He immediately checked his head for any signs of blood or bullet holes, but found none. He heaved a huge sigh of relief; his idle mind was playing tricks on him. He was sweating, his heart clearly racing from his worst nightmare. The power now came on, and he felt slightly at ease, feeling more alive than ever. He would be all right, he just knew it. He turned on his TV, half hoping only to see news of an odd fallen tree or a waterlogged suburb. Instead, every channel he clicked on, he saw those eyes, looking back at him again. His head felt lighter, and his sight began getting darker. He tried to control his fear, reminding himself that it was only a dream.

    But dreams don’t knock. He could now hear a pounding on his door. His fear had him in a tight grip, and finally got the better of him. In a moment, he passed out.

    The man standing outside the door didn’t know what was going on. He kept thinking to himself, “What a lousy day to sell insurance”.

    © 2013 Mihir Kamat
  • Why can’t I just get over you?

    Why can’t I just get over you?


    (verse one)
    Not a single moment passes me by
    I’m losing the plot of life
    No reason for me to stay
    Or wake up; to start my day

    (chorus)
    Can’t stop thinking about the things you do
    And every thought just makes me blue
    Please, why can’t I get over you?

    (verse two)
    I was just another regular guy
    And then you came into my simple life
    Your turned me right upside down
    Bringing me to come around

    (repeat chorus)

    (verse three)
    Every day and night I spend reminiscing
    How our eyes would meet; we’d end up kissing
    Now I want to run; just run away
    Far away from this dark shade of gray

    (repeat chorus)

    Please, why can’t I get over you?
    Why can’t I just get over you?

    © 2013 Mihir Kamat
    Image courtesy Google.